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12/1/25

write something down if you have something to say
its a pretty simple concept. if you dont write it down, the neuron
will have fired and the spark will have fizzled and there will have been nothing
born from it. aborted thoughts; more dead matter. immobile mentality.
and you have thinks to say. i know you do

well, what have i been thinking about lately? i keep coming back
to the dawn of the new millenium. i think its far to easy to fall into the
trap of so called "nostalgia bait". i sometimes find myself reminiscing about last week,
and then the next week ill reminisce about last week again. anything to avoid the realities
of my current situation. i live in a dream, my conciousness is a bubble.

but this draw feels far too palpable. like i could walk into the living room in the dead of winter,
and i could find my mother sitting in the dim yellow light of her lamp, watching some
talk show tripe on the CRT, and I could walk up to the CRT and run my hand across it and feel the static
tickle at my fingertips